InjuryKyuhyun looked up when he heard Changmin coughing for the thousandth time. He looked very pale and his eyes had dark bags under them. Because of Super Show and Changmin and Yunho’s tours, Kyuhyun didn’t see Changmin very often.“Changminnie…are you sure you’re ok? You have been coughing an awful lot since we arrived in China” Kyuhyun placed his arm around his lover’s shoulders.“Deh Kyu. Miahne…I don’t want to worry you.” Changmin faked a smile.Kyuhyun looked at Changmin’s arms. “He’s gotten much thinner since last time I saw him”“Are you eating correctly?” Kyuhyun askedChangmin looked at his body, “Ah…I’ve gotten skinnier huh? I’m eating fine. Manager Hyung has Yunho Hyung and I eat our three meals a day. I’m fine Kyu; let’s just focus on the performance and making fans happy, arasso?”Kyuhyun frowned and sighed, “Deh…but pl
Shell of PainThe pain inside my chest is swelling, and will burst.Not knowing what to feel, I have become numb.Strong cold hands press against my heart, destroying it.Darkness fills my eyes as black tears roll down the scars.The face that brought me light has now buried me underground.I can no longer breathe.Anguish fills me up, leaving no space for oxygen.As I yearn for your touch...I fall back into hell.Left as an empty shell.
Silent ScreamFrienship, Trust. Is all I ever wanted.I'm there for you, but are you there for me?THrough countless nights I cry in despair.Shut your mouth! Unless I want it worse...I always listen and feel your pain.But when it comes to me, I'm nothing but air.Why can't you hear me? Can you feel me?I now go through the motions like a happy doll.Anger, pain, grief strike me.But it doesn't matter. I. Don't. Matter.You think that you know me so well?All I ever tell you is a cover of my real despair.Through fake laughs and smiles I live every day.I've learned that hard way, that my one true friend. Is me.Why can't you reach me the way I do?I fight in a frozen battle.As I look for your help, I get doomed.Am I loosing you, or are you loosing me?Will you ever hear my silent scream?
End of the BeginningLoosing the love that didn't begin.Is much more painful...The curiosity of what could have happened eats you up...The yearning for the "cherished moments" you were to spend...The fact that you lost something you fought so hard to obtain...Before anything could even start...What point is there to fight now...Everything will just be gone...For you to loose them without even blinking an eye...The end of the beginning...Will extinguish all opportunities...Which will become memories of forgetting something that neven happened...